Rants

Hello, everyone. Seems I haven’t posted for a very long time.

Let’s catch up a little bit.

I’m now in 11th grade(which means junior in High School, for you Americans) with lots of complications and depressions.

I’m taking social studies as my major because I’m terrible at science. Unfortunately for me, my grades are decreasing into a depressing condition. So I’ll probably do something less pathetic from now on.

I just remembered something. A train of depressing thoughts just assaulted my mind.

For starters, it opened with a bad economy grade of 66. I’m starting to hate that number. 6 is a cursed number from now on.

Next came sociology with a 59. I curse myself and drown in sorrow.

The last one is the worst, which lasted for a month and more. My story goes like this:

You have friends. Let’s just say 5 or 6. Obviously, they have birthdays, yes?

So the 1st friend who had her/his birthday was given a cake, so does the 2nd, the 3rd, the 4th, and so on. Then your birthday came.

Alas, that day your own kinfolk forgot your birthday, your friends sent their greetings and such.

Your best buddies didn’t give you any bloody cake. Highlight that first.

Then next came your 6th friend’s birthday(or whoever).

Your bloody best buddies GAVE HER A BLOODY CAKE.

Can you imagine what I felt that time? I even asked other people how does it feel, and if it’s normal to feel that you’re left out. I even came to my boy friend (with space, thank you) and asked what the bloody hell am I supposed to do. I even cried in front of the damned public and yelled. I even asked if it’s selfish or not to want that special cake that your damn friends give.

I give them all I can do. I try and fight for them and this, THIS is what I get:

Disappointment. Tears. Heartbreak.

Fuck, am I suppose to love them like this?! (Pardon my language)

I don’t even want to know what the bloody hell am I suppose to do with them anymore. I want to yell at their faces and hit them, yet my heart yells no. I wonder if I really do that, would someone pull me away? HAHAHA.

I wonder if I can make a change in the world? How the hell can I make a change if I’m not noticed by my own so-called friends?

Come Back

Dun, dun!!

Yeah, go ahead and jump around ladies and gents, look who’s baaaaccccckkkk~ °\(^▿^)/°

Yeah, me: gimme a P! Gimme an H! P-H! Hell yeah!

So, guess what? I’ve found an amazing escape from all those torturing schoolwork shit! Most effective way to kill stress for high school students(well, to me anyway, but maybe you could try it though).

Find yourself be amazed and blown away by the awesome Ryan Murphy Production that is….

*drum roll*

GLEE!!! ~(˘▽˘~)(~˘▽˘)~

Yeah, I thought so.

Scream to me that Glee sucks and all that crap (or maybe yell at me how epically awesome Glee is xDD).

Buuuuuttttt, to me, this is my escape, this is where I sing, I sway, I let the world dissolve away and dance to their universe where there’s only music, love, family, jerks and assholes, bitches, and gays.

I’m quite open-minded so I don’t mind the same sex couples. But seriously, no making out, thank you.

Now, let’s see… maybe I should introduce the characters and how I loathe them and yell at them in the screen(oh, how I wish to be able to jump in the screen and yell at the actor/actress).

Let me start with the character I idolize and favourited since season 2 started:

Kurt Hummel: Yes, homophobes and gays, I like Kurt freaking Hummel. Go ahead and gimme your best frown(‘coz I know my friends gave me one when I mentioned Kurt). Kurt might be gay, Kurt might look like a girl; but he’s epic, he’s fashionable, he’s brave, he’s strong, he’s kind, he’s awesome, he’s totally-awesomely multi-talented, moreover, he has AWESOME voice! Gawd, don’t make me ramble about his voice! I can’t reach his range! Imagine how insanely jealous I am of Kurt! But still, I love him so much!! There’s only one reason why girls don’t fawn over him: he’s gay(but who cares?! I freaking love him!)

Finn Hudson: Ah, yes, the douchebag jock. Still, he’s lovable enough. I almost regret liking him in season 1, turned out he changed from I’m-this-jerk-who-called-you-a-faggot into a hi-little-bro-I-love-you attitude. I love how his emotional growth is going, but still, he’s dating Quinn now and I still can’t accept that ’cause that’s just tad weird.

Blaine Anderson: Yesh, this superawesomemegasexyhot lead Warbler is like adding the spice in the show. I practically melt when he sang “Teenage Dream”. I’ve been stalking him and his fellow Warblers since he started wooing Kurt. LOL I’m head over heels with his voice. I wish I had a boyfriend like Blaine. It’ll be really, extremely, amazingly sweet to have someone singing to you like that.

Mercedes Jones: Gawd, she’s gonna be my best friend in the show. I love her voice and her diva attitude. Still, none known about her. But she’s awesome, and very, very good at being a diva. ┐(‘⌣’┐) (┌’⌣’)┌

Quinn Fabray + Sam Evans: Yeah, yeah, go ahead and sue me. These two are like so Ken and Barbie! And no credits or kudos given to Santana for breaking these adorable puppies up. Seriously, the way Sam broke up with her(and the reason) sucked. But Quinn was a jerk so it was sort of worth it.

Santana Lopez + Brittany S. Pierce: Oh, if it isn’t tweedle-fake-boobs and tweedle-dumb. Cutest best-friend-almost-girlfriend relationship EVER. Still, Santana is kind of mean and such, but heck, she’s so loyal and she understands Brittany so well. Their friendship is making me epically jealous. LOL

Artie Abrams: Besides his horrible taste at fashion and his smartass-ness, I have no freaking idea who he is. All I know he’s nice, awesome, and (no, I don’t think I want him as boyfriend type) an epic dude-friend.

Noah Puckerman + Lauren Zizes: Okay, I understand how Puck is like head over heels with her but what I don’t understand is why Puck wants to get in her pants. I mean, I can understand the Santana type of girl, but this? Cute, adorable, fluffy, freaking un-sexy. Sure, I love Zizes’ badass-ness, but the lovey-dovey stuff? I’m just gonna nod at every opinion they ask about themselves.

Tina Cohen-Chang + Mike Chang: I almost forgot about these two. Hehe. Nothing special really. The fact that they’re Asian and they’re dating. Period.

Sue Sylvester: Oh! This one’s my favourite evil character. She’s evil, she has attitude y’all! Plus, if I’m in the Cheerios, I bet I’d be her precious little cheerleader. HA-HA. -(^▿^)/ \(^▿^)-

Who’s next? Is that all?

Friend: You forgot Rachel.

Oh. The hobbit.

Can I just skip her?

No? Whaddya mean no?

“She’s still a part of Glee?” What kind of excuse is that?

Fine. I’ll put her in. (￣³￣)

Rachel Berry: According to the episodes I’ve seen, she’s been the one who makes all the background noises. Though I am impressed at her emotional growth, I still hate her for BIOTA. I’m shipping Klaine, Quam, and Finchel, but seriously, as an individual, I loathe her more than I loathe how she threw a party and got herself drunk. I’d say that’s quite pathetic.

And yeah, I think it’s all of ‘em. For you Asian gleeks(who watched STAR World or whatever), be prepared for the next episode of Glee: SEXY!! I’m freaking excited(even though I have math exam at Wednesday ~(˘▽˘~)(~˘▽˘)~ )!!!

And for you Westerners(especially you, Americans) go ahead and smile and hold your head high, for the next episode of Glee: RUMOURS!! You lucky people! I’m watching the Glee-wind y’know and I’m so insanely jealous of you American gleeks ‘coz you get to be the first to watch the dang episode!

Oh well, I guess that’s all for now. Sorry for being so hyper back in the rant and still, I did Rachel-bashing there! LOL

♪ ~PH

“They’re waiting for your return.”

Art Check: Autumn

Right! This is my first time reviewing (or maybe criticise) an art. Since I haven’t be able to do such thing behind these days thanks to school, I decided to try this out.

I’ve found a few eye-catchy deviations at deviantART(one of a good resources of art). Although maybe I didn’t catch more, I’m certainly sure that there’ll be more to come. The deviations and artist, of course, will be mentioned.

This month’s theme is autumn. The reason why I chose autumn is because of a certain experience. The incident happened to too long ago when I was doing one of my photographs hunting at my house. I was paying attention to the sky, lying on the floor, imagining and guessing shapes of the clouds passing by. I took photographs of a few clouds, then a leaf flew onto my camera. Usually, the leaves in Indonesia are green or pale brown, but this leaf was reddish brown. I’ve never seen such leaf before here! It was stunning how it glowed beautifully as I placed it on my hand and photographed it. I played with it a few times and placed it on a different places and angles. I had to let it go when it’s time for me to leave.

Here’s the first deviation I found in Digital Art category.

Autumn by fxEVo

The first thing that I noticed from this piece of art was its colours. It looked almost realistic and I found it hard to turn away without looking at it a few seconds longer. The shades of oranges, yellows, browns, and greens mixed flawlessly. I admired how fxEVo arranged the tints and shades because they’re making this art absolutely stunning.

You can imagine yourself sitting in a bench looking at this view in the morning, or maybe if you see this, you’ll feel that this is a photograph instead of a picture. That was what I felt the first time I’ve seen this deviations.

Next one, from the Photography category,

Autumn by zedi360

The colours of this photo caught my eyes instantly. It was absolutely vivid and stunning. I love how this photographer caught the warmth of autumn instead of a cold feeling. And those leaves are just lovely! Instead of a cold, dim feeling of autumn, you felt a warm, happy feeling about autumn. I certainly adore this photograph!

It makes you feel that you’re walking down the paved path with leaves falling everywhere around you. I compliment this beautiful photograph! Although… I spotted a few flaws. I saw a few green leaves on the branches. Is that supposed to be there? And there’s something strange about the angle. I can’t seem to point out where zedi360 took the picture from which angle. If I said it was from above, the pathway wouldn’t be this big. Maybe if anyone is nice enough, drop a comment and tell me.

Next, there’s one also from Photography category,

Autumn Sun by ssilence

Now, the first thing that came to my mind when I looked at this picture was enchanting. I can’t stop looking at this picture every time I browse my deviations collection. This piece is just… striking, enchanting, picturesque, delightful, and just flawless. (In my opinion at least)

The reddish brown colours of fresh autumn were reflected in this photograph, and I have to admit, I adore the paved pathway bathed under the sun. Despite the strange small poles, I can still spot beauty and elegance.

I guess that will be all. There will be more to come later. I will certainly update this section as soon as possible and find more deviations to post and credit too! See you! :D

~phi_ehj

Between girl friends and boy friends

I have Wilton, Anthony, Edwin, Kelvin, my whole classmate, Daniel, and a few others who I’m lazy enough to not list them. Yes, they were my boy friends :)

On the other hand, I have Jovitha, Arline, Leoni, Ivana, Nia, Joscelyn, Bella, my classmates, Cindy, Jessica, and few others. And yes, they were my girl friends.

To be honest, I’m not the type to make friends so easily. I’m kind of distrustful, in fact. I always hang out with other friends, never stay at one stop and make a clique or sorts. I hate making cliques now, it felt horrible once you do it, really. For instance, you only hang out with your old friends… what about the new ones? They supposed to have feelings too, y’know. If your heart wasn’t that cold to do that, then don’t.

Truth to be told, I love all my friends even though sometimes they peeved me to no end. No matter how hard I tried to stay livid or loathe them, I just couldn’t. I love them with all my heart. To be frank, I’m not the kind that hates people for a very long period of time.

I could hate, but not for a long time. It happens because I learnt that hate only brings war, war brings death, death brings what? Nothing.

The point is, I’m not trying to become a racist. I prefer both genders as friends. :) Because boys could talk to girls about general stuff, while girls and girls could talk about boys, etc, while boys and boys could talk about girls, games, etc.

Preferably, just love your friends the way they are! Even though they’re sometimes this snobby bastard you want to choke to death, bear it and live it! Never look at the negative sides of your friend! :)

 

~love, laugh, live

PH

KEBABS 3

In Indonesian it means “Kegiatan Etika Belajar Anak Baru SMAK 3”. In English it means just a activity where freshmen are taught about their new school and teachers so they’ll get to know each other better. It could be a pain in the ass at first, but eventually, you’ll miss those kinds of moments.

Seriously. Because that happened to me right now. At first I complained how stupid this activities were, how unimportant it was, and how boring it was. The activities are like asking for autographs from upper classmen, teachers, and such. I have to admit that it wasn’t a fun job, but I still remember all those silliness we did a few days before. How we yelled our anthem, how our laughter echoed in the classrooms, and how our spirit rose in one day.

We have four upper classmen that guide us in our everyday tasks (or in adventurous mode, “quest”). For freshmen, the school has six classes: X-1, X-2, X-3, X-4, X-5, and X-6. I’m in X-4 with Nia, Joscelyn is in X-5, Arline is in X-6, while Wilton, Nana, and Leoni are in X-1. We met new people and hang out with them instantly.

This KEBABS 3 started in Friday, 9th July 2010. The second day, Monday 12th July, we got our first lecture with venom and anger in it by Rina and Alvin. Rina was absolutely livid knowing that we had different name tags and how lame we were when we sang X-4’s anthem.

When school was finished, as usual, I went up to the front of the class and all I remembered was giving them a suggestion that I was clearly not happy when both of our upper classmen were livid. I think I gave them some lecture about wholeness and togetherness. I don’t really remember because it was kind of blurry. You know what happens the next day? Slow but sure, our spirit rose and we rose from embarrassment. It was totally awesome.

I think we all did well. Thank goodness for Rina, Alvin, Nia, and Jacobs. They’re absolutely AWESOME in their own ways. I totally thank God for giving me a chance to enter SMAK 3 and change. I might be overreacting, but that’s how I feel. I felt that I changed; changed into a better person, a better personality.

Today, four of our upper classmen were singing our class’ anthem and we recorded them. Glenn has the video LOL. I’m totally gonna get it from him. That’s a great moment to cherish! Tomorrow and Friday are gonna be our last days in this activity. I totally gonna miss the yells, the upper classmen’s anger, and every second that we spent together until the moment ends.

Thank you, God for giving me the chance to change. I hope You give one too to all my friends so they’ll change into a better person. :) AMEN! :D

Awesome Birthday! :D

Just finished cleaning up Al’s house! :) We had a totally awesome and crazy time! :D Francis, Gilbert, Lovino, Feliciano, Antonio, Ludwig, Toris, Feliks, Ivan, Yao, Yong Soo, Kiku, Heracles, Berwarld, Tino, Peter, and others came too! Lots of Al’s friends came and the party was wild! :D

After blowing the candles, the others went outside to lit up big fireworks! It was awesome! Francis, Gilbert, and Antonio made a surprise for Alfred by giving him a cool firework with stars and stripes. I was sitting with Matt at the porch and watched the fireworks, he thought it was awesome! Just like his birthday. :) Although it wasn’t really wild like his brother’s.

The day ended after midnight. All people went home and gave their presents. I told Al to clean up first that he could open up all the presents. He whined and begged, but I politely declined. LOL I could be so mean sometimes~

But there’s another surprise coming in! :D After we finished cleaning, up the doorbell rang to reveal Arthur! The grumpy Brit came! We three were so psyched. It was very rare to see Arthur in Al’s birthday. Both are like a mortal enemy.

Arthur chucked his present onto Alfred’s face, mine and Matt’s reaction was, “O_O” We were so freaked when both of them started yelling at each other. LOL It was hilarious.

After the useless bicker, we settled down on the couch and Al began to unwrap all his presents. The French pervert, Francis got him a funny stick thingy. We don’t know what it was except for Arthur who grabbed the present and threw it into the trash bin while Matt was covering my eyes. It was weird.

Next, there’s the German brother’s – Ludwig & Gilbert – present. They got him this cute nodding toy thingy of himself. I think it was adorable~ x3

The Italian brothers – Feliciano & Lovino – got him a star spangled mug with “Alfred F. Jones” written on it. Feli gave a note that the glass was broke-proof. It was pretty cool.

Next was Kiku’s present. The Japanese gave him the keys for an awesome hybrid car. He left the note saying about saving the planet or stuff.

All the presents are crazy and unique. My favorites are Kiku’s, the Italian brother’s, and Arthur’s. Those presents are awesome.

Happy birthday, Alfred! Love you! :)

~PH

Present, Present, Present!

Ah!!! This month’s start is such busy days! :P I even haven’t give Matthew any present! D: Now I got Alfred’s birthday coming up at 4th July! Oh noes… :P

I was planning to tell my friend, Yuu, about Alfred’s birthday. Sadly, Alfred’s birthday is the same day as her birthday! Dammit! I can’t do anything! Although maybe I could give Yuu something by beta-ing her story~ ha! I got a present for her already! I hope I could finish it in time since today is July 2nd! I’m gonna have to use some ideas for this!

Dear God in Heaven, help me, okay? :D

~PH

Matthew Williams

Awww… I love the title~ ♥ I just love him so much~ xDD

I think I fell in love at first sight when I saw this guy; he’s weak and no one really sees him… he’s like this invisible guy… but despite that, he’s adorable, a great brother to Alfred, an amazing boyfriend, and most importantly, CHARMING IN HIS OWN WAY!! xDDD ♥♥♥ I can’t believe him!

To be honest, at first, I didn’t see anything attractive from him, but when I saw him smiling and carrying Kumajiro like that I knew it was love! ♥ He is so sweet and kind, and maybe those kinds of sweet things made me melt… awwwhh… I really fell for him~ xDDD ♥

Anyways, my post today is short. Apologies. :) It’s Mattie’s birthday and I don’t want to upset him by ignoring him all day~ :D ♥ Wish him happy birthday! :D

Happy birthday, my love ♥ You’re mine and mine only~ ♥ forever & always ♥

~PH

(btw, for those who don’t know Axis Powers Hetalia, try checking it out and you’ll find my Matthew there~ ♥ xDDD)

Downfall

I’m feeling so pathetic today.

I felt like I couldn’t do anything. I felt so… useless…. There’s this strong urge to cry… a lot…. My heart felt like it turned to stone and crushing every single tiny inch of my body. I don’t know if this happened because a celebrity I was expecting to follow me doesn’t follow me or the fact that I’m not healthy….

I was watching The Biggest Loser a few moments ago before my dinner. I saw how those contestants were fighting, crying, hugging, and smiling; they shared this amazing bonds that only a few non-retarded people could understand. I saw Alex Tsao was eliminated; he’s my true role model, a hero at heart and he was dedicated to the team. Plus, he lost 10.6 pounds at the scale and I think it’s amazing. He’s a chef, he has a wonderful sense of humor, he’s humble at heart, and he’s always trying until his limit. I think Jillian would be so proud at the big guy. :’)

And there’s this other guy who I won’t bother mentioning – his name is not worth mentioning. I think he’s only fighting for his own stake – for his own safety, although it does look like he’s doing it for the team. AND HE DARED TO WALK AWAY FROM JILLIAN’S PRACTICE! And that was my last straw of patience! I respect both Jillian and Bob because they’re incredible trainer; I love Jillian for her harsh attitude and I love Bob for his understanding attitude. I just wish that stupid idiotic egoistic moron realized the true meaning of staying at the “White House” instead of doing it for his own. That is so NOT worth it. :(

And there’s this another person from The Biggest Loser that I like very much. I don’t know her full name, but her name is Tara and she’s a former model. I admired her strength – both spiritual, mentality, and physically. I truly admired her. She has proven herself in front of the other contestants that she can and she will. Her downfall was at this one challenge(I think) where the contestants were served with blocks in the same amount of their weight lost. The others were so mean to Tara – they gave most of their blocks to Tara and I could see in the verge of tears. They thought it was funny, but for Tara? It was an absolute view of how much people disliked her.

It was lucky that Tara has her best friend Laura. I feel she is blessed to have a friend like that. :)

I’m so proud of a few people there; Ron & Mike; Laura & Tara; Kristin & her mom; Filipe & Sione. They are my true inspiration, my strength in life. I love you guys. God bless :)

And… I think Jasmine Villegas dislikes me. She followed my friends, but she never followed me. :( That saddens me. Really. What did I do anyway? :P All I did was becoming her fan, a jasminator. It hurts a lot y’know. She made me really upset this time. :( I’m beginning to hate her now… >:(

Oh well, whatever.

~PH

Knite part II

Again, I’m back to review “Knite”! :D Did anyone enjoy the comic? Hope you did :)

Now, I’m going to review the second chapter! :D I’ve read it a few days ago, and it’s educational and AMAZING. :D

[WARNING: SPOILERS ALERT!!! SKIP FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN’T READ KNITE CH. 2!!!]

So, the story started with Kai greeting Sen who slept all night in the rooftop with no blankets. To Sen’s surprise, Kai said, “Let’s go to school.” Which was rejected quite coldly by Sen. Eventually, Kai managed to pull Sen to school with his “political charms”… okay, okay, just kidding. Kai told Sen that Sen’s father was still paying for the school’s tuition, saying that he still has hopes in Sen. The statement made a tiny bit of his cold heart melt and finally agreed to come to school.

Lunch arrived. Kai brought lunch for Sen that was made by Min-Min, his little sister, with love as Kai put it. Then the Class Rep came, surprised to see Sen at school. Kai replied, “Hey Class Rep! Thanks again for helping me find Sen.”

Sen who glared coldly at the ground as if it was it’s fault replied, “Ling, so you’re the traitor.”

Ling interjected by saying, “What? It’s not like that! I just…”

“Fell for my politician’s charisma!” Kai finished her sentence, resulting Ling to flush. She requested joining the group and was accepted.

They ate lunch together from Sen’s lunchbox. Kai teasingly wanted to take one of the sweets Min-Min served in the lunchbox, making one of Sen’s hand to land on Ling’s thigh, creating a large red angry mark of a hand on Sen’s cheek and Kai laughing with Ling apologizing for slapping Sen so hard.

“Hey Ling,” Kai broke the laughter. “Sen won’t tell me, but how did this antisocial little swallow form the Knites?”

“Haha,” Ling laughed. “Well, it was almost two years ago…”

A tall female with glasses stood next to her, asking what was she looking at in the night sky. Ling replied, “Look, Fei, stars!”

The woman not believing at what she was looking at replied, “They can’t be. No stars have been seen for over two decades.”

“Then… what are they?” Ling asked.

Fei smirked in an almost evil manner. “They must be the works of a dreamer.”

“Even if that’s the case, they’re still beautiful,” Ling responded. “But they look so lonely…. I wish more stars could join them….”

The older woman with all her spirit, pulled Ling’s hands, winking. “Alright! Let’s track down this dreamer and ask how it’s done!”

Both females finally found the dreamer and offered help. Sen nonchalantly ignored them and told them to leave. Fei was angry at how rude the short boy was, but Sen only replied, “I don’t need any thanks for help. I’m doing this for myself and I already have everything I need right here.”

Fei was a fierce woman; she made Sen regretted his own words. Sen told both Ling and Kai that Fei was terrifying. However, before he even set out the first kite, the sky was already filled with lights.

Sen knew it was the woman’s doing and he asked how, only to be replied, “Unlike you, I have friends.”

The sky was filled with lots of kites with Christmas lights attached. Small dots filling the dim midnight sky were absolutely stunning. And with that, Sen joined the group.

Ling explained that Fei and her were the ones who came up with the name “Knite”. Kai laughed jokingly, “So Sen didn’t do much at all! And you’re still such a loner. You need to make more friends!”

Kai scoffed, “More friends? I can barely stand the ones I have now.”

That afternoon, right when the class was empty. Sen demanded the truth from Kai. He knew that Ling wouldn’t tell people his whereabouts, and the fact that he knew Kai must’ve bribe her with something.

“Bribe?!” Kai faked gasp. “Oh no, I just used my poli – “

“And none of that politician’s charm crap!” Sen cut.

So finally Kai spoke, “Well, it’s no secret that the Knites were led by someone named Sen, but no one knew where to find you,” Kai paused. “One day I was asking around, and the Class Rep overheard me. I explained to her why I was looking for you and,” he paused again. “She agreed to help me if I promised to bring you back to school.”

The last words made Sen looked stunned, then he frowned. Which… ENDS THE CHAPTER! :D

[SPOILER END!!]

Yuumei wrote that in China, there’s no real free public education. Schools might be “free” until the 8th grade, but students have to pay a lot for their own books and uniforms. Many of them have to pay a “donation” to the school and the teachers so they won’t be mistreated. (It almost sounds like bribing)

In America, education is free until college, yet she sees people ditching school all the time. The fact saddens her to see people taking their free education for granted when some children have to work for it.

Now I feel bad about not being serious at school. Most of the time, for me, school was just a place to meet friends, gossip, and share information. I actually have seen kids selling newspaper and begging for money on the streets. I was kinda angry at their parents who weren’t there to give them any help.

I never really think that those kids wanted to have an education, they wanted to learn. But what about us – the children who are fortunate enough to go to school with parents who are paying our school’s fee? Most of us probably complained how boring school is and probably making fun of the teachers. We never really realized how our parents work everyday to grant our needs and useless wishes for useless things.

I’m probably one of the millions children who think that. To be honest, I wasn’t really not focusing to school, it’s just… I don’t want to go to this school. The focus of my life is art; whatever type it is. I like doing digital art, manipulating photos, directing a video, and creating packages. I think my future school is nothing like that. Instead of focusing at art, it focuses on was math, English, and science. Dude, I loathe math! I sometimes even wonder why did I register for that school! (Oh yeah, it was all because of the “English”.)

Crap, now I’m beginning to complain again… ==”

Oh well never mind. The thing is that don’t waste education! It’s worth it!

~PH